when u no longer know who you are
Sunday, December 24th, 2006When one day you find no purpose in the things you are doing..
When you do somethings without feeling anything..
When you do them again to confirm if you really do feel nothing..
When you suspected that you are an illusion
It’s a sad process…
Maybe because of the reluctance to want to change things that u just let things continue.
Maybe you just don’t enjoy it and hence the numbness…
Maybe you can do something to change things and stop this vicious cycle..
Maybe you ask yourself if you really want to stop it and be determined.
Sometimes there are so many factors influnencing your decision that what you are doing is not something you want to do.
Are you a puppet controlled by the surrounding environment or do you want to gain back your control?
When decisions are difficult.
When u need to sacrific one thing for another.
When pros and cons need to be considered.
When u need to consider other’s feelings.
When it affects your closest friend.
When it affects your immediate family.
When it affects you.
When ur intergrity or moral values are at stake.
When making a difficult choice, how can you not lose yourself and at the same time carry your decision out with determination?
